:'(

pg td paper audit,
yeah,
mula2 aku betul2 ase x c0nfident,
tp aku ase aku b0ley buat,
cme tataw la betul x,
kua jer hall tu aku ase lega sgt2,
blk tu aku snyum jeh,
wlaupun d tgh pns aku jln s0rg2,
naik bas pun kne diri,
tape la,
pas blk umah aku antar d0bi n g rembat megi kak yas,
thanx kak yas sbb wasiatkan st0k makanan u,
i ambik mil0 skali,
i da lme x mnum mil0,
nak beli mahal,
i tg0k u pny x luak2 pun,
lain kali u jgn beli makanan la,
u x makan pun,
derma kat anak2 kebulur cm i ni.

mse kua hall tg0k2 ade 6 mscall n tah bpe msj,
wah,
penting nyer i ney yeh,
grace da habis exam n cari i,
dia kua awal s0 die blk dulu,
sbb i kua betul2 mse abes masa,
grace nk blk BG s0 xyh tggu i la,
sian die x pack barang lg,
n lg n0 abg nati0nwide,
mak i anta ubat,
sian die mesti jerit2 td kat umah tade 0rg kua,
tape i da call die n die da antar pun ubat tu,
thanx abg nati0nwide,
thanx umi sbb ubat tu,
hrp2 ade perubahan,
at least x teruk smpai mani abes exam,
sbb sini da tade 0rg,
kwn2 tercinta smua da h0liday,
tinggalkan i s0rg2 kt cni 2mggu,
haish,
hrp2 i x nags,
but tade k0rg mmg ade beza nyer,
tade ketawa dlm sehari,
tade 0rg teman i kua makan,
i jz hrp i 0k n x sakit smpai 13hb tu.

i btul2 rindukan mak i,
sgt2,
tu y wat i weak,
exam ni x teruk sgt bg i,
tp rasa rindu n rasa sunyi tu y buat i lemah,
n juga gatal2 y belum pulih,
but the hardest part is when i g0 0ut al0ne,
mse tu la i akan ase sgt l0nely,
i really wanna g0 back,
c0z i hate this feeling,
it makes me suffer,
n all the sad s0ngs dlm lpt0p ni,
wat aku nags,
i really missed my h0me,
n kwn2,
mse tulis ni pun i tgh dgr lagu cinta terakhir,
n i nags.

tengs kwn2,
amon,kak yas,grace,snee n neta,
sbb wat i hepi,

cn i ?

cn i hv s0meone ?
s0meone wh0 really care
s0meone wh0 will 0wez have time f0r me
s0meone wh0 will be there f0r my cries
s0meone wh0 will feel happy when im happy
s0meone wh0 will lend me sh0ulder t0 cry
i t0tally n0t in m0od
everyday cry cry n cry
0h g0d plz help me

jumaat t0long la jgn dtg,
mmm,
aku benci,
k0rg akan tgglkan i s0rg2 kat cni,
2mggu xde k0rg,
uhhh,
im g0ing t0 cry,
seri0usly.

bila tak dpt t0long mcm2 ckp sal aku,
tp bler aku t0lg k0 pnah ckp terima kaseh ?
aku ase kalau ckp pun jz nak jaga hati,
sdgkan x ikhlas pun,
aku klau bley t0long aku akan t0long,
kalau aku ckp x mampu tu means aku mmg xley,
sng2 jer nak buang aku,
mmg jenis x kenang budi,
manusia.

i hate myself,
c0z im s0 weak.

d0wn~

n0thing much t0 say,
jz one w0rd en0ugh t0 describe h0w i feel n0w.
DoWN...
seri0usly,
im s0 s0 d0wn since last week,
i hv n0 spirit t0 live,
i jz hv l0st my spirit.
dats all.

tah pe da jd dlm hidup aku ni,
cm tade arah tuju,
aku da tade semangat,
i da x pasti dgn apa y aku nak,
aku da tade spe2,
aku ase sgt2 d0wn,
tade c0nfident,
da tade pepe.